Many of you may not know a lot about my past, and that is okay, it is often shared on a need to know basis. However, today I want to share a little something that made my heart leap in unexpected ways when I came to my realization. In 2005 I was married to my first husband (but that is not the story I want to talk about), we conceived a child and found out around the time that we were separating. This baby was to be born September 27, 2006, and this is the story I want to share part of.

At 12 weeks I had a very difficult miscarriage, the babys heart never fully formed and was lost. It was a horrible time for me, as losses are for everyone. A month after the loss I still had not passed the baby or the amniotic sac and was losing a lot of blood and had to go in for an emergency D&C procedure. I always had an inclination that the baby was a girl, and I named her Ella Ruth.

Every September comes and goes, and my thoughts always linger just for a short time of that loss and her birthday. She would have been 12 this year! Can you imagine me right now with a 12 year old? Lol so crazy!

The interesting realization that I had recently though was once again Gods tender and loving heart…

September 21, 2013 I had a positive pregnancy test, who became Novella Ann. My Rainbow baby!

September 09, 2015 another positive pregnancy test, Aveline Louise.

God’s beautiful blessings during a month that is always close to my heart. A reminder of his faithfulness, love, and kindness, and maybe a bit of humor too!

But God didn’t stop there…

September 28, 2018, another positive pregnancy test!!!! We don’t know who this little one will be yet, but we are overjoyed to be expanding our family to the Frazier Five June 2019!

Thank you God for your beautiful reminders, faithfulness and love.